it's more than physical you know...
like i wish i could shut my brain down...
but soo many things going on all at once...
that I have to stay alert...or else...
i just wish I could shut down..or shut off for a few hours..
.have a PLEASANT surprise for once...but im sure that's how most people in the WORLD feel right about now..

sigh

Keep treading

Image from here


I just deleted a blog that just had the popular expletive that starts with F typed 32 times..
However, because you couldn't hear how it was said...it couldn't be interpreted well..haha..
Every use of that same afore-mentioned expletive had a different connotation.

Its like talking to some one on IM and they leave out all the punctuation. You're left to interpret words..not mood or intonation or humor or angst or sarcasm or cynicism or just plain old tiredness or depression..

Soooo i deleted it since it would have been an exercise in futility...and would probably get me banned from BLOGGER world..
so instead..
You get

This..
Enjoy!

[please note i have refrained completely from profanity in this post YAY me!]

Detached....
my emotions seems to be buried somewhere....over there..wayyyy over there...i know theyre there...but..
maybe im jus tired...or Jaded..
robot like
Strange i was so enthused just yesterday, even last night...
Maybe its just burn out..

On a side note...SHE is Happy!!
Go Figure