I still have a rant coming about this...lol...but until then this will have to suffice:

So...its October....when was the last post here? I cant even remember...and while Nix and Sue remind me that I've been delinquent in my postings.....I havent had the ZEAL to put my thoughts, however conflicted down...

Usually around this time im jus getting over the carnival drama, and settling down to normal life again....Endless fodder for a complex brain...but

I feel like ...I'm waiting....for the other shoe to drop...like something is coming...that I should prepare for...if I only knew how

The scary part is that I don't know if its an ominous thing...or not

Like ...im marking time