its funny....no it's not...
that moods ebb and wane like tides...
That the same confident person in January...
can be a lost, floundering person in March...
because at your strongest EMOTIONAL tide...
The people you have around you dont matter so much...
because your energy is enough to keep the Jumbies at bay...[yes i said jumbies]
but at your lowest...
you can't tell who is an anchor....
keeping your grounded
or an ANCHOR dragging you lower...
that see-saw of emotions is so taxing...
it drains your physical energy...
your mental capacity...
your drive to produce,
your ability to be social...
your Humor...
your appetite...awash in a Karmic sea...

I think i can understand sometimes why people hold on to anger,
Anger has direction, it is single minded...
it has purpose and drive..
no dissembling...
or mental contortions...
or fits of guilt ...or conscience..
The weather or music does not affect it or deter it.
it DECIDES.