Wednesday, December 03, 2014

hopeless

Tied...
still tied
tongue tied..
I cant hope for justice...
i cant pray for peace...
i cant aspire for fairness...
even if i live my life as they ask....Im NOT free
im lucky
i must rely on chance to survive..
I cant tell my men to be MEN...
because even if they do the RIGHT thing..
they can still be killed..on  a whim...
I cant have justice for their deaths....
so..
I have nothing...
i am nothing.....
we are nothing..
a whim..a breath..
an allowed happenstance...
.

hope. Less

Thursday, November 14, 2013

Things i hate ...and other personality flaws

I know a lot of people. 
I've always had the knack of drawing people to me. 
But life is a bitch...
and betrayal is the mother that birthed her.....
and I just can't. 
No...
Bump that....
I WONT.
Its why my old friends that I've lost...stay lost. 
And why my new friends are never as close as old ones..
They keep saying ..you have to be brave enough to try again...
F^&$   brave..
Ill stay right here...
Misunderstood, talked about behind my back

Sane...


I guess I'm back.

steups

Monday, October 15, 2012

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Monday, December 05, 2011

Friday, December 02, 2011

In you..the earth





Little rose,
roselet,
at times,
tiny and naked,
it seems
as though you would fit
in one of my hands,
as though I’ll clasp you like this
and carry you to my mouth,
but
suddenly
my feet touch your feet and my mouth your lips:
you have grown,
your shoulders rise like two hills,
your breasts wander over my breast,
my arm scarcely manages to encircle the thin
new-moon line of your waist:
in love you have loosened yourself like sea water:
I can scarcely measure the sky’s most spacious eyes
and I lean down to your mouth to kiss the earth.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Sunday, November 20, 2011