So...I guess I'm single again...and with it has come all these insecurities...about my body, and my intelligence...and my abilities to cope with life...My friends and loved ones try to reassure me that I'm perfectly capable of dealing with whatever I run into...But at night the demons come...they're called insecurity, and fear and failure...I'm a cancer survivor...and during my therapy a lot of issues...
So once again,...After making plans with the girls to go out...a birthday celebration none the less....everyone backs out. Shoot we plan to go out every weekend.....the strain of work makes us insist we NEED a drink, we need to chill out.. we scream and moan and cry that we cant wait for Friday ...for the weekend so we could relax and do something...we...
