oh she may be weary them young girls they do get weary wearing that same old miniskirt dress but when she gets weary you try a little tenderness oh man that un hunh ...
A random stranger made me smile today. I've been ignoring myself....is that possible?.. ...well yes I have... I've been ignoring my emotional self....and focusing on what I need and Must do.... and been assuming that everyone else has been ignoring me too... Thank you random Guy.. for making a girl feel a little special today ... :) ...
:) Thank god for places to Vent....and Adeleand Music taking you out of yourself so you can see a LARGER picture.. The awesomeness that is Adele - Rolling in the Deep ...
Today i feel, weak, and alone, and disconnected from ...well... it doesn't matter. Its lonely and I try to reach out and I find air and glass. It's worse because I'm making these huge decisions ...these scary, faith motivated moves based on my heart...and my Head is screaming at me...WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?? So while I'm trying to run to Love...I...
I've been learning some strange lessons this week..no this month... and I hope I've finally accepted this Basic truth... that men .. good or bad... loved,or not loved any more new, old... soul mates and Incompatibles... They're still men... and at their core will always be "MEN" I need to stop idolizing them.. and romanticizing my connections and reassess what my expectations of...
i think... i can live with Fear.. I KNOW i can live with anger... its like a fuel that keeps you slim and your mind focused... i CANNOT cannot F&CKING LIVE with feeling vulnerable... it is the BANE of my existence.. i hate being insecure.. or being unsure of where i stand.... i wish i could rip it out of myself and replace...
Didn't I give it all?Tried my best,Gave you everything I had,Everything and no less,Didn't I do it right?Did I let you down? ...
