Im learning really quickly that silence can work so well to say what you want to say. In these days of accidental deaths, when people or things can be taken away from you in the flash of an eye, when the thing that seems so achingly important to you at that moment can just disappear....shouldnt your energies be focused on your own growth...

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for those non Stephen King readers.....slippage is the gradual disintegration of something...so slow that you barely notice it......it happens right in front of your eyes....but you dont notice it....till you can't fix it.... Young enough to know that SOME things are far behind you...Old enough to finally be aware of your own potential, purpose....and experienced enough to acknowledge that the things you had...

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When you hate, the only person who SUFFERS is you because half the people you hate DON'T KNOW IT and the other half DON'T CARE. That is something that I have come to learn and I think it's something to live by.So to "anyone", anywhere who think you hate/dislike me I say this to you:There is no need to talk about me because...

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Couldn’t have given you more. I tried to love you like you loved me. Maybe for wrong reasons....maybe. At first it was beautiful. Every girl has a fairytale. But then you wake up and see it’s not all it’s cracked up to be. It turned into screaming days and solo nights. Just wasn’t right (yeah...) I didn’t really wanna see you, was happy...

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[From a blog that I'm phasing out]I wonder sometimes if people act a certain way to make sure that they "appear" to be this person in your eyes. I would hope that my friends don't do that.Mere acquaintances i dont care about.....but i would hate to think that the people i treasure for who they are ....are pretending to be who i THINK...

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sooo... In the past few months...I've been going through some emotional , physical and financial..Trials...for want of a better word.Some of this anxiety may be considered as well ...self induced.... I don't think that's what it is....I left my home...my island....as a sheltered, naive "girl" (a brown girl..)...armed only with optimism and intelligence (book sense) and the armor of my family's love and...

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...a silent scream... hovers at the lips.... banging in the head like a trapped animal ..dangerous and afraid ....needing to get out ...a thudding in the ears ..making eyes transfixed ...fists clenched ...biting lips .....panicked ...can anyone else hear it?? is it just me....struggling for calm, movement stalled to avoid displaying the terror ...just smile ...and breathe ...this too shall pass. Source ...

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Any person who cannot acknowledge that you too are capable of dreams, Any person too selfish to see that you too have a soul, and a voice, and a vision for your lifeAnyone who cannot step out of themselves and see that......should be walked away from with no regret...only REJOICING!!! Any person who cannot acknowledge that you too are capable of dreams, Any...

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May you be content knowing you are a child of God. Let this presence settle into our bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. ...

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My sister is Renee. She’s four years younger than I am….and we look nothing alike. I’d like to think our personalities are similar, but they’re not. We’ve grown tremendously close in these last years…in fact I don’t function too well without her. Of all the people in the world that I can understand or can understand me, it’s her. She may not understand...

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for those non Stephen King readers.....slippage is the gradual disintegration of something...so slow that you barely notice it......it happens right in front of your eyes....but you dont notice it....till you can't fix it.... Young enough to know that SOME things are far behind you...Old enough to finally be aware of your own potential, purpose....and experienced enough to acknowledge that the things you had...

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When you hate, the only person who SUFFERS is you because half the people you hate DON'T KNOW IT and the other half DON'T CARE. That is something that I have come to learn and I think it's something to live by. So to "anyone", anywhere who think you hate/dislike me I say this to you: There is no need to talk about...

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Rapture’s self is three parts sorrow. Although we must die to-morrow, Losing every thought but this; Torn, triumphant, drowned in bliss. Elation... Ain't that the truth?? ...

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[From a blog that I'm phasing out]I wonder sometimes if people act a certain way to make sure that they "appear" to be this person in your eyes. I would hope that my friends don't do that.Mere acquaintances i dont care about.....but i would hate to think that the people i treasure for who they are ....are pretending to be who i THINK...

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So.. He says he loves me.. But lied to me about where he’s been And what and WHO he’s doing… In one hypocritical breathe Asking me to be patient.. While he’s fucking another Accuses me of lying While, without exhaling, he does the same But insists that he loves me Fuck Love HE can see and sleep with another… But I cannot Yet...

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