I'm tired...
I don't wanna be the life of the party today..
I don't wanna have my energy up so I don't bring anybody else's down..
I wanna be silent for a bit...
its not personal..

I'm not asking anyone to ask me..How was your day?
I know they have their own sh*$% crap to deal with ..
so worrying about me is completely out of the question..
I have no vim..

I know i have commitments...
And I'm trying hard to fulfill them even now..
My brain hurts...I got drama too..

All I really wanna do....

is lie still and silent....

for a minute..