Press Play to ListenAny body who knows me...knows that I'm a CALYPSO head...not a Soca head perse..eh? I love the traditional calypso structure. Its what i grew up to...so it always evokes something in me.Well ..I am In love....Ive found a soca song that makes me Giddy when i hear it. And you know what? I refuse to call it soca. Its a...
I see your faces...new souls...with his smile...and my eyes...i talk to them....they call to me..in lonely moments..fragments of dreams...and possibilities...they smile at me...they seem to be..energy...my best realized hopes....maximized potential.energy...I seem to know their names...although they dont exist ...yetwe're here...and waiting...to come into being...to you..I see you..[April 2008][Author's Note:Again... from the vault. Because of my health concerns, I sometimes worry if im going...
to be missed...it sucks...to be ..Dis-missed.. ...
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My writing,
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He Is
He is …sanctuary and inspiration…conflict and calm, challenge and peace..A mirror reflecting my true self back to me…He speaks, and it is as if his words were encoded only for me...a rhythm that connects with mine and contorts into a tattooed beat of understanding and acceptance…He smiles…and my soul lifts and euphoria creeps in through the shadows and seeps into my very self…I...
someone who spends years patiently trying to discover the second being inside him, and the world that makes him who he is... Amid his shadows, he builds a new world with words... To write is to transform that inward gaze into words, to study the worlds into which we pass when we retire into ourselves, and to do so with patience, obstinacy, and...
I'm dealing with a Loss..I didnt consider it a loss before..more of a Morphing of one type of relationship into another..Just as Important ...and meaningful..but different..I realize though ...that the dynamic has changed...On my part too.. at least...because I'm..well honestly..reluctant to be as OPEN as i used to be...Because.. its not my PLACE?? I am UNSURE of my place...and don't want to take...
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Apologies
I have seriously....SERIOUSLY been negligent with this blog. I apologise. A first time Big post in a Small band is CONSUMING....and It kinda made me focus my energies elsewhere....But im gonna do both for the new Year....Maybe itll be some insight into the process for us..even if its a timeline...lol..So..doh worry..AH coming! ...
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hi guys
I'm Back!! **Waves from the peanut gallery** ...
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Cliviawrites,
Lesson Learned
A Heart cannot convince a Head to act in a way that is Alien to it....
2009 is the year of possibilities for me.... I'm kinda facing it with excitement and trepidation....but im facing it.. I've gained a lot..and lost too.. if i had to put everything into one lesson...it would be....That Ive removed ones from the pedestal that I had put them on... making them superhuman instead of Human Being... I've done the same to myself.. and in...
