just tired and overwhelmed and disconnected from everything... I miss my mom... she's in Cuba right now..lucky her.. i wish i could g home for a bit... so i could recharge... im tired...i need a pleasant surprise... i hope the universe hears me.. just tired and overwhelmed and disconnected from everything... I miss my mom... she's in Cuba right now..lucky her.. i wish...
Soo stressed ...so tense...so closed off to the world ..that my brain hurts...my teeth hurt..i feel like i can trust no one with the burdens of my anxiety..i cant lay my burdens down on anyone...i dont want to infect them with the malaise that hangs over me like a cloud...in every area..there is uncertainty and doubt and disappointment...pressure to perform and produce..no respite...
I wrote these lyrics for a song i heard...so instead of deleting them....im posting them here..:0I cyah believe he right there next to mePerfection in front of mi faceIs Push and pull Hide and chaseI cyah believe he right there next to me And I don’t know what to say The two of us running awayI tried to hide the way I feelBut...
Like I announced before..my Band Vibrationz will be presenting Vegas Nights as our presentation for Miami Carnival.As Creative Director [gulp] for the band..it means that even now we are in full planning stages. A quick trip to New York last week for materials/samples was one of our first moves...and the process has begun.In Miami you would be hard pressed to charge the prices...
Illusions...age suggests experience...it suggests knowledge of yourself and your options..It implies that you are self aware...slightly knowledgeable of your flaws of your reactions to situations...and that while jaded ...you can view situations rationally..age suggests wisdomwhat a farceBeing a romantic is difficult...being a romantic constantly facing reality is heartbreaking..Hope is a fleeting thing...it inspires words ...and possibilities that unfortunately just become....illusionsfleeting ghosts of lives...
