Illusions...
age suggests experience...
it suggests knowledge of yourself and your options..
It implies that you are self aware...slightly knowledgeable of your flaws
of your reactions to situations...
and that while jaded ...you can view situations rationally..
age suggests wisdom
what a farce
Being a romantic is difficult...
being a romantic constantly facing reality is heartbreaking..

Hope is a fleeting thing...
it inspires words ...
and possibilities that unfortunately just become....illusions
fleeting ghosts of lives not realized....
and it is just ..too painful to continue them...
So..i'll crush them.
Ill do it myself so that no one is to blame...
Step on them with my feet
while my own heart screams bloody murder...
burn them like ancient love letters till they're ash and flame...
freeze passion ..
till the Icebox is left...
warm hearts are highly overrated..