Ive been hiding..

I've lost some one I Still love...

My job has kept me so busy that I have no personal life...

Im stressed about Miami Carnival...

so ive been kinda bouncing around with out a specific direction

Just coping..

recently moved too...so im trying to catch my bearings....

and i've resorted to just dealing with each day only.

One day...at a time

it's strange to me to not be able to share my life with this person anymore...

to function... solo..

But ...I must

anf its time for me to join the ranks of the living again..

to be active, and happy and focused..

not the robotic thing that has been an excuse for my whole self since March

So...

I'm back...whether I want to or not