Very rarely do i get to feel "big Sister" with my Sibling
She's her own person...very independent..
always has been ...
We're only four years apart...
and when we were younger...
I would be taken off to my various acticities...
pan , dance, drama,
and Penz...poor child would get carted along cause ..
what the hell were they gonna do with her.
Personally i think if you had given her a stick and some stones and some dirt and a bike...she would be fine anywhere.
...but that might be hard to cart around with you..
soo...she started getting placed in a random dance class to fill a space...
and then random turned into ..where Penz??..
and then next thing little bit was part of the crew,...

So the gap between us...never felt like some chasm that we had to stretch towards each other to reach...
for a while she wasnt into clothes and style and earrings and makeup like i was...
but even that wasnt a chasm...more like a ill inch you over slowly cause she would just defer to my style for her...
the exact OPPOSITE of her now..

so we speak as equals....we share as equals....our individual experiences we give to each other but the larger percentage of our life experiences have been with each other in it...as we are..

So I can actually count on my fingers the occasions where i had to BIG SISTER IT...

lmfao...
one of them was around last year Halloween hahaha...
and I wont go there...cause its too close to Halloween right now and THERE WILL NOT BE A REPLAY!!..
sigh..
but this morning...
i hit her up on msn .. and it went like this

Clivia: Morning sunshine, how u

Penz says:
 hi hi
 morning
 i ok
Clivia says:
 im set adrift on a memory biss
 bliss
 damn you too young for that
 lol
 cold medicine ROCKS!!
Penz says:
   aint that a song from a black man with shades
Clivia says:  lol
 yeah....
 haha
 it is..
 PM dawn
 lmfao
 youre cute
 lol
 i feel very big sister now