_for who or whatever your God is_

God hath not promised skies Always blue,
Flowers-strewn pathways all Our lives through
God hath not promised sun Without rain,
Joy without sorrow,
peace Without pain...

But God hath promised strength For the day
Rest for the labor, light for the way,
Grace for the trials,
Help From above,
Unfailing sympathy..
Undying love...

I'm tired ya'll. I'm tired of pretending to be ok.I'm frustrated....and im praying for the peace i should have. The self help gurus and friends feed you the you'll be ok lines.....im ready to scream at them SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! you dont know that!!! I prefer you say nothing than feed me that bullshit line that maybe makes you feel better....but still makes me feel like shit!! I can't even enjoy other people's happiness....im faking it......i want something to wipe this NEGATIVE energy out of my head and my chest...

Sigh....

This weekend if you're looking for a soca event, JW and Blaze will be performing at Club Revolution.

Presold Tickets are 20.00 and can be bought online here or .at these locations:

• Joys Roti Delight: (954)587-7700
• Timehri Restaurant: (954)966-3996

~ Miami ~

• Tropical Feast: (305)652-8648
• Caribbean Delight: (305)254-6606

~ Palm Beach ~

• Mojos Carib Flavor: (561)434-6926

~ Orlando ~

• Natural Mystic: (321)239-3691 

Feel free to check out their video here. For more information check on facebook   -Disclaimer-

My friend Camille G. has been a great asset to our band for the past couple years. She's a great organizer and as about obsessed about carnival and costumes as we are.

She's gonna be playing with Whoops Massive in Orlando for there 2010 Orlando carnival. Anyways, she was SUPPOSED to be playing mas in a CAMO Tshirt band, but, like the CarnivalDIVA she is, she decided to spice up her costume......

and now apparently...EVERYBODY WANT TO Sexy up their CAMO.!! YAY Camille. I told you it was cute.


~Her Words~ "I love a T-Shirt Band Vibes, But I'm no T-Shirt Girl". Gotta Love it!!

For more information on the Orlando Carnival - May 28th to the 30th, check out their website here. Special Packages are available for hotel accommodations.

The Parade is at Festival Field , Opposite Citrus Bowl. Carnival Route is Assembly on Church & Norton, west along Church, left on Rio Grande, right on Long to Tampa North, east on Church, South on Rio Grande into Festival Field. Parade begins at 12:00 pm, Admission to the Park is $10.00.Parking is $10.00. Live show starts around 5:30 pm in the Park.

I wont be able to make it this year, but I'm sure Camille will have load of pics and reviews on the fetes. Enjoy honey!
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Miami Broward One Carnival is having its first bandleaders meeting in preparation for the 2010 Miami Carnival Season this week.

None of the websites have been updated yet, but hopefully this is the stimulus to have the ball rolling. Stay Tuned!.

Usually this meeting is the first indicator of the number of bands that will be participating in the event. Lets hope this is a "peaceful" celebration this year.
I'll keep you posted!!
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The search is still on... A few more sections to fill. Any ladies or gentlemen wishing to participate representing Carnival Nationz Miami, modelling for the 2010 carnival season please contact Will or Nigel at Will@carnivalnationz.com or Nigel@carnivalnationz.com.

Look out for Carnival Nationz Miami - "A Tribute to the Mighty Sparrow" band launch coming soon.-Disclaimer-

im sitting ....
waiting for my life...
to JUMP off again..
Ive been unemployed now...count em 30 days...
and im so frustrated.....
im pacing...
and trying to stop myself from screaming.....
howling at ...wtf ..what?? ..

im going through phases...daily..
of hmm....
i get to read and blog ...not so bad...
of...hmm what side hustle do i turn into my new job...
of...
feeling inadequate...and dependent...

the phase im in today...
is..
standing in front of the mirror...
... with scissors...
I cut my hair off every time im going through something...
I dont even know if it helps...
I guess it's like being stripped bare and naked...
last time i did such a bad job i had little thin patches in my head and had to run to the barber..
so....
im backing awayyyyyyyyyy from the scissors...
sigh..

and go watch tyra instead....

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Zulu Collection

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Women of Ashanti

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