Ask yourself if this is just a one time thing or if this is something that has been happening for a while i.e. more than 3-6 months, if yes to the latter I would seek some sort of opinion.

Being a woman is not easy. Everything affects us, keep a diary see if its related to your cycle, try to figure out what happened just before so you could have a vague idea what the trigger could have been.

Don't envy the medicated, its sucks big hairy monkey balls

GB..i know..it must suck..Thank you for listenign though..i just wish i had an ANSWER to why..

Shit and im such a good analyst of every body else..

i feel like its always in my periphery...for the past years...its soemthing that I think I actively suppress or distract my self from...

Today...its bubbling so high...that im finding it hard to function ...all my BS that i usually use to FUNCTION isnt working..

im sure ill fine soon..

i jus hate not knowing.WHAT THE HELL IT IS IM FEELING!! or how to fix it..

what do i say when they ask...whats wrong?
I dont know..

Finding out answers for others is always easy, its when you come to yourself that you're in that blindspot.

Don't worry they don't ask what's wrong

What's wrong

Girl, I think we could all relate on some level. Like Blue says, being medicated sucks but dealing with yourself ain't always easy. There are days I want to bitch slap the next person who tells me to " pull myself together".

So be gentle on yourself and understand too, we not meant to be Superwoman despite the advertising. You not doing bad for yourself okay.

that pull yourself together shit always works in theory...
haha..

i just "broke" instead...
I went home and I cried...
and maybe that theory of releasing Toxic energy has some value in it...

I'm not fixed...but im better...
or maybe i just too tired to worry about it today

Thanks for the words guys...very,Very much =]