Do Prisoners get to go online?? Should they? I mean they can do research on their case right? and wouldn't it be cool if they could use Skype to call their family of they run out of Phone cards or credits or whatever gets them access to the collect phone call? Wouldn't it be cool if they could write a blog about their life inside?...

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This Heffer here. Her and Lauryn. sigh... This chick proves my theory....that true talent..they all have some other thing missing to COMPENSATE for that. It's the reason theyre all called tortured artists. She is so amazingly blessed with her voice....and the rest of her life is SHIT. sigh... I just wanna see her live...ONCE. ...

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we forget who we are... sometimes..we drift...from the center point which is our very essencewe get swept up in the tide of life...rudderless...anchor upheaved....and then finally...we look around and have no idea how the hell we got there.. take the time people..take the time to remember what you've wanted for yourself..outside of what your family expected...outside of what the rest of the crew...

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Is it even possible to do both?? Its so funny..within hours of each other ..I was told by two Men..could you just Shut up and Say thank you?? Hahaha...both these guys have been friends of mine for a loooong timeAnd strangely enough they still like me..:) anyways, I'm talking to SB yesterday that I haven't seen IN PERSON in a about a few years..and...

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sigh. iCANT.It could all be so simple But you'd rather make it hard Loving you is like a battle And we both end up with scars Tell me, who I have to be To get some reciprocity No one loves you more than me And no one ever will Is this just a silly game That forces you to act this way Forces...

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I think my dad is what fostered my love for music. I miss him today. This is one of his favorite songs. And he would sing it whenever he heard it. MIND you he is completely tone deaf ..lol..so it would always set me off giggling like crazy. I heard this today because of the JUMBIE computer.. His favorite verse is the second...

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Contrary to popular belief, I'm a low maintenance type of girl. So on top of the fact that In my life my hair has only grown when I cant TOUCH IT..i.e braids.. High School...LAUGH ALL YU WANT! after 6 months of Braiding. I actually had curls...that were longer but i cut them with paper scissors cause i wanted a specific shape so I'm not tempted...

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Life can be so cyclical. This is a post from my other blog....but Once again i feel the same way. This time though I actually found the song that I've been singin in my head all day...and back then too... Can somebody play some parang??? SomeSignal Hill Alumni..."christmas coming yeah yeah yeah yeahhhh yeahhhhhhh ".... Im longing to hear bamboo bursting in the cool afternoons...When...

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I think I need to be pressed ....to Produce.I don't know if that's a good thing or not.It seems I FUNCTION better under pressure...I guess its a goal focussed motivation..or maybe is just Bad mind..??when people F&)*()K with me..it's like the gears in my head start Rolling with Scary precision...suddenly the same brain that felt covered in lethargic spider webs of SETTLEshakes itself...

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Morning Luvs, I had a deep ass philosophical post about Value under here.  Then the psychologist that is my music playlist selected this track for me this morning.... I previewed the video....and said  Screw it. This. Shit. Makes. Me. Smile! From my Belly Smile... Like... make my spirit Giggle...:) Makes me wanna skip through the world throwing flowers at people...:) Just the right...

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Love Jones is one of my favorite movies. Yes I can recite it word for word and I really am not ashamed of that.  I love it for the combination of images, acting and MOST DEFINITELY the music. Today my computer decided that I needed to listen to the soundtrack again. Yes it does that. Its Haunted!  And once again this song "Moved...

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Florida's Cold....but not too cold today. Kinda trapped indoors....but not all Day! Yeah...:) I think i'm smiling ;)Smile... :) Thx. ...

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I have Insomnia...Nothing new...been plagued with it on and off all my life...Usually it means my brain wont shut the F&*()k up and let me sleep..Last night in particular was  difficult because of that damn moon.Pisces. Moon cycles. All of that crap.So while i stared at the ceiling and contemplated world domination......this came to me. Wait for it ...Follow the Ramble.. at some...

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This week is gonna be crazy.... but CRAZY happy..:)yay..and I'm kinda looking forward to New Years...:)Let's get through the day...:) You can thank me later :) ...

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a.  I got my heart completely broken this weekend. But im ok :). This was my last hold out anyways. Now i can be a complete Pessimist... 2. I met my baby cousin Nia. She smells like new baby, and i hugged her...and fed her...and slept with her on my chest. AND I WANT ONE!! and i will one day...maybe...c.  [yes i know...

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The action / Louder than elections speakerFor a Failing Party / with a Tyrant LeaderA Bill board marked with Glowing Letters/ENTP for the serious setters.../Aint no more issue to get addressed/Just the Past Present Future to REASSESS/Is a Bitch when the JUDGE and Jury is YOU/Yuh guh punish yourself  and FORGIVE YOU too? The action / Louder than elections speakerFor a Failing Party...

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Alana [the alter-ego..she's the mean one.]: TRUTH? youre not happyClivia: Yes I know..you think i Don't know that???Alana: Don't YELL AT ME  PUNK!!!! Soooooooo Maybe the crap you've been doing isn't working...what you've been accepting is INADEQUATE and you NEED TO DO SOMETHING ELSE!!Clivia: sigh...i know...but it's so hard to let go of Old Shit. Old Shit is like ratty Ugg Boots. They're shit ugly...but they fit you perfectly..and they're comfortable...and...

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At my office we get an email saying we are "strongly" urged to participate in the Chinese Auction style gift giving event that will happen at our Holiday Lunch on Friday.We have to present a gift wrapped present, within the price range of $15 - $20.00  suited for a MAN or a WOMAN. Steups.. $20.00 for a woman - runs the Gamut - I can buy...

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I accept anonymous Christmas Presents.This Review is not by me. For the full Source These are excerpts from Kathy Kellaway's review : In this collection, he is writing his own valediction (a risky undertaking).He wonders whether, at the age of 80, these poems might be his last. He explains that if he felt his gift had "withered", he would "abandon poetry like a woman because...

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Cee-lo's album the Lady killer is out now.If you're a soul music fan..no..a good music fan...you MUST get it.This album isn't called the Lady Killer because he is Mister Mac Daddy...slay them chicks.it's way more clever.He's telling us ladies...EXACTLY what we want to hear.Imagine your prince charming,a slinger of metaphor...a creator of imagery...with an Uncanny insight into your personal heart...give him a singing...

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how the hell are ya?? I'm cold and at work....and still the complicated nut ball that I probably will be for ever...:)But this morning Cee Lo Green is sending me outside of myself......So while I'm sitting here at my desk - slaving over this spreadsheet...My feet and heart are imagination are walking along where ever he wants to take me....and with Cee Lo Green...

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Why am i watching Jumpers in SPANISH?? and loving it? What do they put In McDonald's Fries and Dunkin Donuts coffee that makes it so addictive? Why do i have 19 pairs of heels in my car...and my closet is still overflowing with shoes? I sweep when my mind is tangled? Is there a hormone that produces that? Is happy contagious?  Don't people...

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This is how Friday nights should feel. The energy of Potential.....:) Enjoy the Weekend Folks!  I really love Cee - Lo I been livin for the weekend But no not anymore Cuz here comes that familiar feelin That fridays famous for  Yeah I'm lookin for some action And it's out there somewhere You can feel the electricity All in the evening air  And it may just be more of...

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at least it makes me smile. Hold your Breath - Faster  Slum Village featuring Colin  Munroe Hold your breath yeah yeah (YAH) woahh ohh ohhh ohhh oh yeah im feelin like im whippin in a Porsche girl you all up in my thoughts its simple & reinforced love that love that that love so much that we should back up you never feel...

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