i Cant

Wednesday, December 08, 2010

Shit.. 
I just give up...
I'm not trying to be defeatist 
don't take this as a depressed, sad thing either...

I just no longer have the energy to HOPE about how "this" will turn out..

Its just easier to not care..
To not expect Jack..
In fact expect absolutely Nothing..
at least then I can keep my sanity..

It means now I have to re-evaluate Everything..

EVERYTHING...

everything...

I just have to stop sharing myself...
...my energy, my ideas, my foibles, my humor, my smiles, my tears, my hopes, my talents...


with those who would just discard it ...

like so much dust.

cause..

i just 

Can't.



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