Alana [the alter-ego..she's the mean one.]: TRUTH? youre not happy

Clivia: Yes I know..you think i Don't know that???

Alana: Don't YELL AT ME  PUNK!!!! Soooooooo Maybe the crap you've been doing isn't working...what you've been accepting is INADEQUATE and you NEED TO DO SOMETHING ELSE!!

Clivia: sigh...i know...but it's so hard to let go of Old Shit. Old Shit is like ratty Ugg Boots. They're shit ugly...but they fit you perfectly..and they're comfortable...and if you ignore every body else looking at them in horror....they feel like home...

Alana: Bitch [she can call me that...we're family] I knew you would turn this into a SHOE post..what I'm saying is....Is this your Forever? Is this what you want your Forever to be? One Word answer midget...

Clivia: No.

Alana: So what do you do??

Clivia: Change. 

Alana: Change? 

CHANGE? 

what kinda punk ass statement is that?? 

You need to RIP away the safety nets you've created for you self... 

You need to REMOVE the things that are BLOCKING your future joy...

MAYBE HE"S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU!!!! 

Forget imagined...go for REAL!!....

YOU need to MOVE!! 

Stop sitting on your ass waiting for predestined events. 

MAKE YOUR OWN!! 

Your Excuses are SHALLOW, INCONSISTENT AND RIDICULOUS! 

GET OUT OF YOUR OWN WAY! 

YOUR TALENTS ARE IMMENSE AND YOU TREAT THEM LIKE SO MUCH FODDER sharing with THOSE UNWORTHY of them twisting them to serve their own needs. 

THIS CANNOT BE YOUR FOREVER!! IT CANNOT! IT WILL NOT!! I WONT LET IT....

Clivia: yes ma'am.....you get all poetic when you're right don't you?? 

Alana: Don't yes ma'am me you JACK WAGON! Do it!!

Clivia: Yes Ma'...i mean Alana

Alana: You have a deadlineTRAMP..What has history taught you? 

Clivia: When I hesitate to do what I know I should have done....the universe will do it for me...

Alana: Damn Skippy and WE HATE SURPRISES...

            Get it Done.